I need to let this out. It's a Monday and I'm not supposed to feel this.
Before I start working, before I call and email my customers, before I read all incidents, I should let this out.

The weather yesterday made me feel insane. Loneliness creeps in. I missed my friends. I miss my old simple life.
I cried. Drank milk. Had a hot bath. Changed mattress. Listen to feel good music. Sleep.

Then I woke up feeling the same thing. Lonely. I thought maybe I just need to release you-know-what. So I did. But doing it just helped for a little while. I woke up feeling the same thing. Restless, BV, Lonely.

I miss my old life. I miss my simple life. And I am missing something in my life.

Everyone knows what it is, and so I am praying for it to come.

So help me God.