I need to let his out. I am disturbed with a lot of things.

1. Watching Grey's Anatomy makes me feel like I'm part of the story. Well, If you've been watching the series since episode 1, then you'll probably feel the same. The story is really intense. And my heart breaks every time I watch it.
I tried to divert my attention to other things. I tried watching another movie - Love Happens with Jen Aniston. Guess what? Location of the movie: Seattle, WA : Grey's location as well.
I'll try to watch another movie later, hopefully, something positive and unrelated to the the series. I just can't take another look at Seattle. And Grey's.

2. Their breakup. after less than a month of being in an official relationship, She told me they broke up. 3rd party. But thinking about the story, sobrang babaw. They've been having this thing for 2 years, and they broke up for a very babaw story: a girl from Quezon that he only met once.
I am affected because I want them to be happy. So I can finally be happy. And have a straight thinking that our story had ended.

3. Pen and their break up and how was she right now and how she is trying to move on.
She is my favorite dorm mate and i consider her my little sister. I hope she can recover.

4. Mom. In days, She will be admitted to the hospital. I know this is just a minor thing, but I am still scared. I hope everything will be okay. Physically, financially and everything.

After this blog, I know I will be okay. After I have threw up everything I am feeling. I hope I can work without any side distractions.

I hope.